SOS! You and God save us
By Anthony Nguyen
Late one afternoon in the early autumn of 1982, I sat in the Vam-Cong ferry station on the Mekong River watching the dirty stream of water flow slowly past, carrying with it clusters of hyacinth flowers. A great sadness suddenly overcame me, as I knew I would soon be leaving this place: my freedom journey along this same river was planned for two weeks’ time. I thought about my father, and wondered if he had experienced the same emotion nearly thirty years before, in 1954, when he’d left his village on the Red River delta of North Vietnam to take refuge from the communist regime by moving to the south.
My father became an officer of the Republic of Vietnam regime and, after the communists took over, he was sent to the Katum Re-education Camp, a concentration camp in Tay–Ninh province. While my mother and I were chatting with him on a visit in 1977, he suddenly looked at me seriously and said: ‘Why are you still here?’
This had the force of an order, and planning our escape to freedom then became my preoccupation day and night. I made many attempts to flee, but all of them failed and my money ran out. Two of my children died because I couldn’t afford medicine.
Things were really, really bad. Escape was on everyone’s mind, and a popular saying in Saigon at the time was that if a power pole could escape it would do so. But by this time anyone planning to leave the country had enormous difficulty getting hold of a boat.
The alternative to buying a boat was to build one myself. I talked to family and friends, and they trusted me enough to invest in the construction of a new vessel. I bought the materials on the black market and paid someone to organise forged documents. A friend from Rach–Gia who had also made many unsuccessful attempts at escaping agreed to help me with the construction. I managed to find a secluded spot by the Saigon riverbank to do the job.
With the boat finished, I considered my strategy. I deliberately took it around near the Can-Gio water-police station, anticipating that its presence would be regarded as suspicious. Sure enough, it was taken into custody for two days, but this encounter with the authorities gave me the opportunity to get to know their mode of operation and their patrolling schedule. When the boat was returned I painted it grey and got hold of a uniform similar to theirs.
In preparation for our escape, we had hidden the boat in bush near the river bank. At midnight I boarded with my wife and children. The original plan was that there would be forty of us, but at the last minute, others joined us and we ended up with eighty people instead. In the silence of the night, we weighed anchor and steamed off down the river towards the high seas. Our first destination was Vung-Tau.
The moon was very bright, big clouds were prowling in the sky and all was going well when lights started flashing behind us! I changed into my military-type hat and uniform, grabbed my binoculars and did not forget to put my Rosary in my pocket. Then I climbed up to the cockpit. Through the binoculars I could see police-boat lights flashing behind us, and they were getting brighter and brighter. The police were coming after us very fast! I called down to Ngoc, who was driving the boat.
‘Turn on the lights and slow down.’
The cockpit lights beamed out, and I was now silhouetted against them, standing there in my cap and uniform hoping I looked like a military officer. Ngoc then added some complication to the situation by calling out: ‘There’s a Soviet ship ahead!’
He had been a skilled naval officer, and had just been released from concentration camp. I turned around and looked at the huge ship ahead of us, lit up in the dark night. ‘Keep in close, but not too close’, I said.
Anthony Nguyen
This story excerpted from the book "Boat People, personal stories from the Vietnamese exodus 1975 -1996" edited by Carina Hoang
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